I honestly can’t do this anymore, I miss this kid way too fucking much. How do you move on from someone that seriously makes you feel like you are on top of the world? Like the absolutely happiest person on earth? But, what hurts me the most, he doesn’t know it. Not even a clue. It kills me even more that he’s in love with somebody else. Oh sure, I’m happy for him. But, it just sucks so god damn fucking badly seeing someone you’re madly in love with, with some other girl… It just doesn’t feel right. It makes you feel beyond stupid. Then, all you have to blame, is yourself. Every time I see them together, I break-down completely. I don’t know how to handle it anymore. It honestly hurts so bad. I feel like that would have been me, if I wasn’t so dumb before and took all the chances he gave me. I’m so stupid. Shit. The funny thing of this all, he forgot about me probably. He’s gone. I just don’t know what to say anymore or do about this. I clearly had my chances, and he moved on. Maybe he isn’t ‘The One’ but, to me? He seriously feels like… For over a good year now. Maybe I’m wrong, who knows. I know I’m young, but, who knows. I may just be ‘dumb’ and ‘think I’m in love with him’ but, for right now, I know for a fact that I am. Completely. And, like I said, if I am wrong, I will still never ever forget this kid, because honestly believe it or lot he changed me so much. I just want to be with him, and only him. Nobody else. I’ve tried so hard moving on, several of times, but it clearly didn’t work and isn’t anytime soon. Fuck this, I just need him. I’m so sick of this. I just want to tell him myself so badly. Even though he might not even give a fuck… ugh, love hurts :(

Haha, go fuck yourself 

Holy shit, this isn’t real omgomgomogm

So much stress buying Justin Bieber tickets, holy shit